Tummy ache

I woke up at 5:30am with a big tummy ache. I'm wondering if it's the Chipotle I had last night. I tried to go back to sleep but I wasn't super successful since my tummy hurt so much. I probably shouldn't have had double servings of guacamole last night. I just hope my tummy settles down soon. It's very scary going to work and feeling like you need to dash to the restroom every 30 seconds. I just need to calm down too, I think worrying about it is making it worse and making me anxious. I'm just going to take deep breaths and try to get through the day.

So after I woke up at 5:30, I tried to go back to sleep but wasn't able to, it's because of my tummy AND because I was having all these flash backs to when I was back in grad school. Most of the memories of me in my different apartments and how sad I was when my BF dumped me. I remember it rained a lot there and I was always look out the window and just cry and cry. It's making me really sad to relive those memories. So I'm not starting this morning with a very good vibe :( But life must go on, so I'm going to try to just shake off all those bad memories and have a good day :)

To answer your questions from the last post:
1. Yes, I do feel like Frozen mirrors my relationship with my brother. It's perfectly encapsulated in that song "Do you want to build a snowman". Expect we've never built a snowman together but it's core of the song that I think is similiar to my brother and I.
2. I know what you mean about just splurging and buying the bag for myself. John was talking to me last night and told me that his neice just spent $5,000 on a new purse, so in respect, $300 is not that bad. But I'm just not one of those girls to splurge on things like that. Food, yes....clothes and accessories, No. LoL. But maybe I will surprise myself and buy it anyway. I'm on the brink of doing it...on the brink....*SCREAMS   OMG! I just checked and it's not on sale anymore :(

*BIG TEAR DROPS ROLLING DOWN FACE   T_T