CRAZY

Wow, that blog you texted me seriously sounds like me. I had a double take too. I was thinking to myself, "OMG, is this me? No, I would know if I started another blog". It was THAT convincing that this other blogger could be me! I'm not suprised your friend thought it was me. Haha. I'm surprised she would share SO much on a live public blog. I'm honestly a little scared to share so much publically. That's why I changing my blog around so that way my identity is a little more concealed. Now...all I have to figure out is how to prevent my name from being displayed when I post blog entries. I have already deleted most things on here that can identify me as me. As soon as I do that, I'm going to write more liberally like that other girl. I think I would be really good friends with this other girl because we have so much in common. We would have so many stories to tell...or maybe most of our stories would be the same, so maybe we would just be reiterating each other's experiences. But anyhow, it's refreshing to know I'm not alone, other people go through the same things as I do! That's nice to know.

My boots finally came! I don't know if I mentioned I bought some boots and shorts from AE. The boots looked so promising but once I got them, they seem kind of small. I ordered a size 8, which is normally my shoe size, but when I put them on, I heard your voice inside my head "You should get half a size bigger for boots so you can wear thicker socks". Ugh!!! Where was this voice BEFORE I ordered these boots? It's ok though, I didn't really like the way it felt. It was so uncomfortable and the bottom was really HARD. There was NO cushion whatsoever. So I think I'm going to return them. I also got these shorts, just for the heck of it. Yes...I have decided to forget that I've gained weight when I ordered these shorts because when I tried to pull them on, I think there was a period of 30 secs I lost circulation in my thigh/hip area before I could rip them off. I needed a bigger size. -_- So basically my online shopping spree was a bust. I don't know why I feel like I can online shop successfully. I've never been able to do it before. I always order all these things and then end up returning them. Especially from AE! That's always the most unsuccessful online shopping I've done. I should learn from my mistakes, but I guess I'm not very good at learning from history....ie. my current BF.

So something really BIG happened yesterday. It was REALLY big. I got off work and didn't get home until 10pm. So you know my good doctor friend, John? Well, he got so fed up with the coruption and management here at the clinic, he just quit yesterday. He finished up his work day and packed up all his stuff and left. It's CRAZY! And so sudden. I can't believe it. There's been a lot of shady things happening around here and management has been very bad, so I think he just had enough of it. He's a man of principle and it's hard for him to work in this type of environment. I just worry about him now since he just bought a new house, he wasn't released from his lease at this current apartment, so he's paying rent for this apartment and now morgage on his new home. And I'm sure there is a lot of extra expenses with a purchase of a new home, like new furniture, new appliances, he just installed a sercuity system in his new house and he's getting a pool installed...it all costs money. I don't know what he's going to do now that he doesn't have a job and has all these payments. But he's an adult, and he's capable of making his own choices, so if he's going to choose to make these choices, I support him and will only pray that he will find a way. So that's what I've been doing all of yesterday. After work, I helped him pack and drive back to his place. And then stayed there and talked to him. Two other co-workers were at his place too and the four of us just kept him company. He seemed to be a little better but he was still very down. We asked him what his next plan is but he just said he didn't have one and that he's not even thinking about it right now because he's still in shock. I'll check up on him after work again today but this is all so shocking and terrible.

OMG, this is INSANE, we have a bomb threat today, I'm outta here!