Terrible Hump Day

I knew Sally was due March 10th, but it's just so crazy to think she has a baby now! Wow, it's actually alive and kicking. A new human being was born. It's so small and so cute! The more I see of these situations the more I yearn to have my own experience. One day...maybe in the distant future, I'll be able to have my own FB post about giving birth to my new baby. I don't know any details about the birth or if she gets pain meds. I haven't talked to her, I know about just as much as you do.

My futon came yesterday and I had to unpack it and put it together. It's not that heavy but because I strained my muscles from moving the heavy couch into my bedroom the day before, I could barely pick anything up. Trust me, it was pretty difficult. But somehow I managed. I put everything together and I got to sleep on a brand new futon. It was amazing. I get kind of cold now because it's "leather" so it's not as warm as cloth/fabric made materials. So I think I might need to double up on the blankets. Or maybe I should line the futon with some sheets. Well, I'll play around with it and see what works. I'll send you a picture of the futon later.

My arms really really really really hurt today. I can barely type. I know I said that yesterday but it's really true today. I was trying to blow my nose earlier and I couldn't even apply enough pressure onto my nose to wipe it. It was pathetic. I'm also kind of upset/disappointed. I paid $45 for them to deliver the futon but all they did was drop it off. They didn't even set it up for me. Isn't set up included with delivery most of the time?? I don't know, I barely get things delivered.

My BF told me last night that he told his parents that he's more serious about us and apparently, his parents took it as we are getting married tomorrow or something and they already started thinking about how many tables of people to invite to the wedding. Which is CRAZY because he hasn't even proposed yet or thought about proposing or even has the ring. And this is exactly why I don't tell my family anything because they would just run with it and probably book the restaurant or something.

So this is crazy. We've had a bunch of really crazy things happen in clinic today. I had a patient that complained about me today claiming that I attacked him. I don't know the details or what/how he's claiming I attacked him but the claims are ridiculous. I would never attack anyone. There were two other patients that came in to see other providers today and both of them attacked their provider, calling them names and threatening to hurt them. What is this?? It's like everyone just woke up and decided to show up here and be crazy. Man, I've had a long day, I can't wait for it to be OVER!

I've also had FIVE patients contact me today and tell me that they still have not gotten their medications that I claimed to have ordered for them during their last exam...and when I checked, it was true, I forgot. Gosh, I've been really terrible about remembering to order medications lately. I just finish signing the chart and then forget all about what I'm suppose to do. I really should pay extra special attention next time! I've been doing a really good job earlier last month and now that I'm slacking a little bit, this happens! Ugh, everything happens at once and makes me feel like I'm terribly inadequate. I'm going to go home and sulk a little. *sad face