100th blog entry!!

Happy 100th posting!

I thank all your love and support or else I would have abandoned this blog a LONG time ago. Thanks for taking the time out to care about my boring life and read about it in writing! :)

I had relatively easy and friendly patients today. There wasn't a single "head scratcher" case today! It was amazing! I really enjoyed my job today! Whoa! Haven't said or thought that in a while! Just when I thought luck was swinging my way, I chart reviewed for the next week's patients and there isn't a single day I'm not overbooked. On some days, I'm overbooked three times over. How am I going to see all these patients? I don't know. I'm basically scheduled someone every 15mins. Pray they don't show up? Yes, I would do that, if I were religious. In my case, I think I'll just wish and wish and think really hard and hope they don't all show up.

So under the assumption that I'm under financial turmoil, I wouldn't buy anything right? Nope, not true. I was so happy with my patients today I went grocery shopping. Can you say credit card? Yes, I'm aware this is how people go in debt, they use money before they even have it. OH well, it was only like $11. I'm working really hard at collecting these "stamps" at Albertson's. So for every $10 I spend, I get one stamp. If I collect up to 20 stamps, I get something! And free stuff rocks!!! I know when you do the math, you really end up spending like $200...to get something that's probably worth like $1 but whatever, it's an incentive and I'm buying into their marketing scheme. They have to make money off of someone right?

It's a bad idea to go grocery shopping when you are hungry because you just want to buy  EVERYTHING! I said I wouldn't buy more candy but I did...IT WAS ON SALE!! How could I say no??

I think someone actually added me onto the clinic email list now because I get mass emails from everyone in the clinic nowadays. I feel included now! I'm happy but at the same time, I'm in a dilemma. They are inviting me to these cookouts and these zumba classes, and I sorta wanna go but I'm just so darn lazy. I like my evenings to myself sitting in my apartment. But at the same time, I always feel so happy after I come back from a social event. Ugh....I don't know, I always do this. I get mad when I'm not invited to things and when I get invited to things, I just don't go. I'm the world's biggest paradox. I just don't make any sense!

Do you think it's a coincidence that on the same day I tell my boyfriend I'm at least 20,000 dollars MORE in debt and there's a possibility that that sum is even MORE....he doesn't talk to me or call me?? Because that's what happened! He just texted me at like 9:30pm or 8:30 CA time and said he's "too tired" and doesn't want to talk. Really? Is this just a pre-break up text? Is he just letting me down gently? I don't know. Hm...something to think about. I'll see if he calls tonight....

I'm really hungry! I'm going to go eat now. I actually don't even know why I decided to blog BEFORE eating! Just makes me hungrier and more agitated. LoL. Ok, bon apetite!