Being Social

I'm so excited we got to talk last night! I'm really glad you are feeling more energized...enough to even talk to me! I'm sorry I didn't really have time to talk to you thought. Between all my social activities and my BF, I just don't have time anymore. See! This is why I don't socialize! And this is why I like to just lounge around all the time and be a home body. That way, if anyone calls, I'm available to talk to them. And I don't actually like being too active/social. Makes me feel like I am rushed and busy all the time and that I don't have my own time. I got home around 7pm last night, took a quick shower, made some food, talked to you, and then went over to my co-worker's for dinner (he cooked some stuff and so did I) and didn't come home until 9pm, in which I called you back to chat a little but then my BF called and then I had to talk to him. Busy busy busy, I tell ya! Ugh.

So this is how it all went down last night after we hung up and I started talking to my BF. After saying our "hello's" he just casually said "just come up". It was REALLY casual, like he didn't even care. Then I asked him if he had been thinking about it all day and how he felt when I said I wasn't coming up and his answer was "I didn't even think about, I was busy with work the whole day". That always happens. He always thinks about work instead of me. Even when I'm on the brink of cancelling a trip to go see him he still doesn't let it bother him, he just ignores it and thinks about work. Is this someone that I can imagine myself with the rest of my life? Can I accept that I will always be #2 while his job is #1? I don't know. I guess since I am with him, that means I'm trying to accept it right? I am trying to be a happy independent person here but I think his lack of care does get to me sometimes. I would like to respect his needs to let him worry about his work only while I just do my own thing, but it's just hard. I know to be in a relationship with someone you should accept them for who they are and love them for all their imperfections, but can I and should I just let this go? Is this going to be a problem after we are married? I don't want to feel like I'm neglected all the time. I know he's not going to change, so if I am going to be with him, the options are, either I learn to deal with this or I just leave him. *sighs  I'll think about it.

Let's talk about something else LESS depressing. So I found this pictures yesterday, it's a picture that encompansses a lot of Chinese proverbs. See if you can identify any! I only was able to identify a few. I had to look at the website for an explanation. If you want an explanation, you'll have to click on this link: http://writecantonese8.wordpress.com/2014/02/25/cantonese-proverbs-in-one-picture/

Muahhahaha! You'll have to click on a link that I sent you! Will this be the first time you do it?? Are you curious enough about the Chinese proverbs to do it?? LOL




You know how I'm super baby crazy and I want a baby like right NOW! They are so cute! I can't wait to have my own baby! But anyways, everyone is telling me about the downside of having a baby and one of them is how you have to take care of them 24/7 and you won't have time to rest. Just like what the following picture says...



Good thing I don't "sleep in" Muahahah! I've got the last laugh baby! I'm ready to have a BABY!! BRING IT ON!!!


I don't know if you are aware of this but there is this Godiva rewards club that you can be a part of. You get special deals and a free piece of chocolate every month. My brother has been getting it for a while, so now I'm signing up so I can get it too! There aren't any Godiva's here but when I go home to visit my parents, I'm sure I can get it then :)


So there are only a few people in clinic that have keys, only the providers and the managers I believe. So I guess this morning none of the providers or managers showed up early, so there were a few people standing up for an HOUR waiting for someone to show up and open the doors. Since I live close to the clinic, someone called me at 7ish to come over and open the doors for everyone. Since I was ready to go, I left my apartment went to clinic immediately and saved the day. Everyone's still kinda upset they had to wait so long for the door to open but they are happy I came to open the door for them, I guess.


My stomach has been giving me a lot of GRIEF lately. It's always been feeling kind of queezy, I don't know if I just ate something wrong and upset it or if it's because I'm getting anxious about travelling. I feel like that has been happening lately. I get really anxious about travelling because I worry I'm going to eat something that is going to set off my stomach and then I get stomach aches even BEFORE I travel and I get stomach issues. You know how I have stomach issues! You know! I hope it resolves before I travel! I can't travel like this! I've been going to the bathroom like 5-6 times a day!!! And I'm not talking about going #1!! That's not a good sign! :(