Married with Child coming soon

After a almost a whole day and a whole night, I'm still shocked that my HS friend is MARRIED and expecting a baby. It seems like you are more interested in the whole thing than I am, which is funny. There are a lot of theories going around as to why this marriage happened/exists, but as you said, I won't know until I fly up there and investigate myself. I'm not sure if I want to live with them, that would seem kinda weird and awkward. I would say that I'm willing to sacrifice in order to help the truth surface but then again, I'm not a journalist and I don't have that motivation. I feel like "gossip" is my motivation right now to investigate further. Is that even a valid reason to pry into someone's life? I'm going to have to think about that one.

I slept on the couch last night. It actually wasn't awful, I don't feel that achy anywhere, but I feel really tired. I did have to wake up several times in the middle of the night because my hands and legs itched so much. I had to run some hot water on them to relieve the itching and then apply some steroid ointment. It was really annoying. I took Benadryl again last night but I'm still swelling. Maybe I would have swelled a lot more if I didn't take Benadryl? I don't know. Am I getting used to the drug and it's not working as well on me anymore? The Pest control people are coming today, I hope they kill all those nasty bugs that are making a fiest out of me! I had this dream last night that a really BIG spider with RED eyes was crawling towards me and getting ready to bite me. *shivers

I'm going to add BUG BITES to my list of "most likely things to kill me." I have a poor memory so I know I've forgotten most things on this mental list of mine. But I started this list in college and a few things I remember on it is "death by steroid poisoning due to excessive intake of chicken" because at the time I ate a lot of chicken and I found chicken is always hopped up on steroids to make them BIGGER and more MEATY. So that was a BIG concern of mine. Something else I remembered was on my list is "Death by getting run over by a bike or skateboarder" because I had a few almost fatalities by people rolling uncontrollably down a BIG hill in college and not being able to break in time so they used me as their break. NEAR fatalities I tell you! Those seem to be the only two that I remember right now but I'm pretty sure I had like 10 things on my list. Oh well, bug bites is going to be added to the list!

I mentioned how I was going to try to plan a trip in the summer to go visit you to my BF last night. To my utter surprise, he actually said "so you aren't going to plan a trip to come visit me over the summer?" I paused. My thoughts just evaporated because I felt like that came out of left field and I didn't know how to respond. "Wow, you actually care about me coming to visit you?" was what I was thinking but good thing I didn't actually verbalize it. What actually came out was "uh..............." this is me thinking...and then I said "I'll come visit you too...?"...still shocked and confused...."ahem, I mean, I have enough vacation days, I'll come visit you too". Then my BF continued with "If you don't come, it'll be a missed opportunity".......that sentenced confused me again so I didn't know what to say in response to that. I think I completely ignored his comment and just said "So I'm sleeping on the couch tonight" and that's how the conversation changed to something else. What does he mean by "missed opportunity". An opportunity for what? Sometimes I feel like my BF and I are on different channels...different wavelengths. He's so much smarter than me and always like 5 steps ahead of me, it's hard to imagine that we can follow each other's thoughts. Which I feel like, sometimes, we don't follow each other's thoughts. Just like how I ignored his comment, I'm sure he ignores a bunch of things I say to him ALL THE TIME. Like I said, he just spaces out when I talk to him and then when an hour rolls by, he slips in the old "I'm tired, should go to bed now, bye" and then we hang up. Makes me wonder if we are going to work out as a couple.

So I got a few episodes further yesterday on Brother's Keeper. You're right that it kind trails HK history a bit. It's really interesting to find out everyone's back story. My BF seems to think Linda Chung is REALLY pretty. I think she's ok. There was this one article a while back where I saw someone comparing her face to a Taiwanese male popstar and ever since I saw that comparison, I never really thought about her in the same way anymore. I just tried googling it, I couldn't find the exact picture, but I think this guy is who she got compared to:



very similiar faces right?? Can't you just image her looking exactly like this guy if she had the same haircut???