My goodness, yesterday was just a hodge podge of bizzare, complex cases. I'm still pondering over them. I don't mind getting interesting cases but not like 50 of them all in one day! A little overwhelming. I'm wondering what life is going to be like when I get students and it's double the amount of patients in half the amount of time. It's going to be a zoo, that's for sure! I ended up not leaving clinic until 7:30pm last night. I was just sitting in front of the computer thinking about these patients and the findings that I saw. CRAZY.
I think I have developed an unhealthy obsession. I know you are probably thinking of something related to food or something crazy, but it's not! It's actually related to baby Henry! I can't stop looking at his pictures. OMG, every moment I get, I'm just scrolling through his pictures on my phone. He's SOOOO ADORABLE!! I'm sharing these pictures with EVERYONE, especially my BF, which is not commenting on any of the photos at all. At first I'm just ignoring him ignoring the photos, but I actually confronted him last night and he said he was not commenting on them on purpose. Since you and him are SO similiar, can you guess why he hasn't been commenting on them? Yes, your guess is probably right, it's because he doesn't want to encourage me and my baby crazy behavior. *blows raspberries*
A few things my BF said to me last night are worth mentioning. I forgot, did I tell you that he's not restricted to his 9pm chats anymore? So he called me earlier, but we didn't really say or talk that much because he was cooking dinner. I don't even remember what we were talking about but out of no where...
BF: I have to tell you something
me: yes?
BF: So, I've been thinking about us...a lot
me: *thinks to myself* OH NO! Is he having second thoughts???
"yes?...and?"
BF: so what's new?
me: WAIT! what??? What have you been thinking about? Don't change the subject!!
BF: what? what are you talking about?
me: you just said that you have been thinking about us...a lot...what does that mean?
BF: nothing, so what's new with you?
me: WHAT?? stop changing the subject!! Tell me!! What are you thinking about?? Is it something bad??
BF: I don't know what you are talking about, I didn't say that...
me: OMG! Tell me ALREADY! Stop playing games!
BF: I've just been thinking a lot about us...
me: What does that MEAN?!?!?
BF: I've been thinking about how much I love you.
me: *silence
I swear the silence lasted for like 2 mins...
BF: hello??
me: OMG, I'm sorry, I was so shocked...I didn't realize I wasn't talking. I'm speechless.
BF: hahahaha......ok.....
me: *still silence
Yeah..that's seriously what happened! Isn't that shocking?? I thought he was going to break up with me or something but this came out of left field! Crazy!
So this past weekend, when I was fumigating and washing my entire wardrobe, my BF's parent's and his sister went up to visit him. So I guess they started acting a little like my family.
BF's mom: So are you serious about this relationship?
BF: maybe...
BF's mom: What's the plan?
BF: don't know...
BF's sister: you should have her move up here soon
BF: why?
BF's sister: you need time to get used to being in the same city as each other again
BF: we've lived together and that was fine, I think it'll be fine
BF's sister: no, you need to live in the same city together for at least 6 months
That's as much as he shared but I'm so glad my family's not the only family that thinks I'm crazy for still being single! He's starting to feel the pressure too...Muhahaha!
BF: I think I'm going to be fired soon, I'm not producing any results
So when someone says something like that to you, I feel like the appropriate response should be sympathy or compassion for the other person's misfortune, but all I could think of was "opportunity." I mean, think about it, I don't know what's going to happen with me or where I'm going to end up. He's already established at his city, but he thinks he might be fired soon...that means that maybe we can both end up in our hometown! It might work out! I'm excited! I'm sure I'm the only one though. Hahaha.
I had to go to the bank really early this morning. I walked there too. I was afraid someone was going to either kidnap me or mug me. There was this one suspicious car following me but I think he just happened to be driving along the path that I was walking. Well, I say that because I wasn't mugged or kidnapped, so I think that's a good sign he wasn't up to something bad.
My dad's so sweet, he called me yesterday to check up on my bug bites and my situation. My mom hasn't even done that. For some reason, I think my mom might have put him up to it. Because as soon as I said I was fine, he said ok and hung up on me. LoL. But then again, that's always how brief conversations with my dad is. He's a man of few words. But that's what makes talking with him so precious. Not like my mom, where she drones on for hours. OMG! I just realized something!!! When my BF talks to me he probably doesn't feel like that time is precious because I talk for so long. Ok, I'm going to try to make things brief from now on. Good plan self. *pats on back
I haven't talked to you in a long time. Oh yeah! Did you get my card? I don't even remember how long ago I sent it. I recently sent another one. I think this one is even better! :)
Hope you have a good day! :)
wow...what byron said is so unlikek hm. i can see why you were speechless. for him to express that type of emotion verbally is so big. i can see him thinking it but for him to say it to you is a big step.
ReplyDeletei think it's pretty obvious why he's not responding to your baby obsession. he doesn't want to fuel your already-obsessed mind with any comments. and anything he says will probably add fuel to the fire ;)